093------------------------Recently, I visited Allahabad for the official work. Sometimes , some day is very lucky ,for what we want is not only done ,but that too before time. It was scorching heat day, how to pass the time, I thought it better to spend money and watch the movie in the Talkies after the gap of 20 years  ,at least, It will be cool place just for Rs.90.I went to Civil Lines area and bought the ticket there, as  I was over -punctual ,I sat there and thoughts overwhelmed me how as student ,I would (used to )see movie even at the cost of classroom study. The golden days are now  gone with my friends. After marriage , how I felt watching it in the company of my Bibi. But today, I was all alone simply brooding on the past. I saw youngsters in the company of their girl-friend talking and walking and eating the way they thought it better, besides the remark playing  there were lustful, Whether it was love or lust ; A great change .Boys with mobile in hands ,jeans wearing and swallowing something, talking loudly and impression leaving walk;a great change .During previous days,the whole life was consumed ,just for one word,”Neither you(girl) had courage to speak ,nor do I (boy)have and life gone,but that was love ,not lust”.

Time came and I was inside the Hall, very cool ,as thought and the picture was very entertaining, thrilling and enjoying movie, but suddenly a thought came, when dreams were alive earlier and they would come my way and life would be but a bed of roses. But now only problems and problems ,always trying to solve one by one like endless journey ----------------------------------Upto when shall it go and I was on my way to Railway station for my train bound to Gorakhpur.